July 2008 Archives

Thought I would add a wee entry as shortly my daughter and I are going to visit family and friends in N.I. and as summer arrives I wonder how others feel about it?

Summer is not my favourite season! I am not sure why, whether it is due to my celtic roots and thus fair skin that I shrink from the scorching sun or is it due to the pressure to look like a 'yummy mummy' that makes me want to stay in my winter woolies rather than expose my adipose tissue (medical term for fat) to the summer rays? Either way I find it a bit of a struggle and during the summer holidays I miss the routine of the rest of the year. 

My memories of being depressed in the summer are even worse. It felt as if even the weather had ganged up against me and as the sun shone it was as though it goaded me that life was bright for all others. Yet I am reminded of those words in Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 that it is not and that in fact there is a 'time for everything and a season for every activity' v 1. Including 'a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance' v4.

If while reading this your life is in a sad season please remember you are not alone and that there are others around who share it with you and even if you feel that God has 'left your building'  please remember that Deut 31:6 promises that God does not abandon his children and thus will stick around whatever the weather! 







Yesterday I visited an organisation in Bristol, that supports people coming off prescribed medication, Bristol & District Tranquilliser Project, and I just wish I had known about them before. 

I still have vivid memories of driving through 'The Downs' (a big grassy area in Bristol) 6 years ago, while on my way to a mums and toddlers group and asking myself "am I the only person in Bristol who is experiencing awful withdrawal symptoms and who has to dip their finger into a crushed antidepressant before starting every day?" Although I had never experimented with any recreational drugs, I felt like a drug addict. I was taking Seroxat for anxiety and depression at the time, (before it was available as a syrup to help withdrawal). This medication had been my 'wonder drug' but I was learning that coming off it was not so wonderful for me!

It is important to say at this point that not everyone has difficulty coming off medication. Steve, my husband, came off his anti-depressants quite easily and with little affect, yet for others it can be a very difficult process. 

However what bothers me about my discovery is that there was an organisation, little more than a mile away, that could have given me comfort through easing my aloneness and I did not know anything about it. I wonder if this is true for anyone reading this blog? It is so difficult to look for services when you are suffering yourself or supporting someone close to you, but what a shame to miss out on vital help. Maybe another quick internet search or a chat with your G.P could lead you or your loved one to a hidden oasis? I hope so.



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